Memories

When I realized that there is nothing more that I could do..
When all that was left is just "me" and "you"
I started to fill my days with our memories
And live as if the past is still with me.

My life was fixated where we started
Paralyzed myself from moving ahead.
If there is a man who can't be moved
I am a definitely the female version

For quite some time, it stayed that way. 
I stubbornly hold on to an imaginary fairy tale
I lived with the illusions of a "happy ending"
Though the truth was served still I blindly lingered.

I loved you in silence, I watched you from afar
May they find it silly, the feelings hadn't stopped
For what the heart had seen cannot explain nor deny
Whatever we had is beyond what reason could understand.

(to be continued)

---aekarghe/13.03.20

I choose to love you in silence

I choose to love you in silence
for in my silence I find no rejection.

I choose to love you in my loneliness
for in my loneliness no one owns you but I.

I choose to adore you from a distance
for distance shields us both from pain.

I chose to imprison you in my thoughts
cause in my thoughts, freedom is for me to decide

I choose to kiss you on the wind
for the wind is gentler than my lips.

I choose to hold you only in my dreams
for in my dreams there is no end...

-author unknown-

Panaghoy

nasan ka na kaya?
sino ka ba talaga?
darating ka pa ba?
o lumagpas ka na?

marami na'ng nagdaan..
isa ka na ba sa kanila?
sino ka ba sa kanila?
pano ko malalaman kung ikaw na nga?

sawimpalad ba talaga?
o sadyang mainipin lang?
o baka naman bulag?
o di kaya'y manhid pala..

mga katanungan..
tila mailap ang kasagutan..
masasagot pa nga ba?
o baka nga hindi na..

Happy New Year!

Just been to a place that we used to be..
In a glimpse, our memories flashback instantly..
A sudden gush of emotions enveloped me for a moment
Pulling me back to those days..
I was frozen where I am.. 
I felt a tiny pain yet I can't help to smile..
Despite all the painful things happened to us..
I cannot deny the fact 
That those days with you..
Are happiest moment of my life..

*sigh*

Now I'm starting to miss you again..

I just wonder..
Are you also thinking of me when I'm thinking of you?

Then my phone rang.. #@%!

It's still a Happy New Year to me after all.. :)

Alam Kong Kasama Ka by Fr. Mimo Perez

Nais kong samahan mo ako sa awit na hinabi ng panahong ating pinagsamahan
Tulad no'ng pagsama- sama kahit kay bigat ng dinadala
Nagagawa pa ring kumanta't tumawa

Refrain:
Di natin namalayan sa panahong nagdaan;
Sa biruan man o tampuhan, tuloy pa rin at walang iwanan.

Chrorus:
Mula ng tanggapin natin ang bawat isa
Isang bagong lakas ngayo'y ating nadarama.
Dahil sa isa't isa'y wala na ang kaba
At hamon man ay mag-iba
Alam kong kasama ka..

May ilang nagtataka, san nagmumula ang ating saya?
Katulad din naman tayo ng iba
Ang hindi nila alam may pangarap na inaasam
Hinahabi't pinagsasaluhan

Repeat Refrain

Repeat Chorus 2x

Alam kong kasama ka (3x)