What to do now?

Lost in an illusion
Believed in a blackhole..
What we have is simply just
A make believe 
With no meaning at all.

I must admit I lose control
Guarding my heart 
Wasn't just my cup of tea
Staring blankly on my wooden wall
Singing to my self, let it go, let it go.

Knowing right from the start
There's actually no beginning to start with
Unknowingly I risked myself from falling
Now that I fall 
I fall so deep.