Sabi-sabi sa Tabi-tabi ni Tutubi: Topic #2 PAGPAPAHALAGA (by aekarghe)

Matuto kang pahalagahan at alagaan ang mga bagay na importante sa'yo hanggat hawak mo pa ang mga ito.. 'wag mo itong ipagsasawalang-halaga.. tulad ng halaman na natutuyo kapag hindi nasisikatan ng araw at nadidiligan ng ulan.. anumang bagay na hindi nabibigyan ng karampatang importansya at pagpapahalaga ay unti-unti at kusang nawawala ng hindi mo namamalayan..

Magsisisi ka.. ngunit huli na.. ang hirap kasi sa tin.. masyado tayo kampante na hindi ito mawawala.. na lagi lng ito nandyan.. kya we do our own things.. neglecting those things which are more important. Then we will find ourselves angry.. kasi feeling natin na-betray tyo dahil pagbalik natin sa mga bagay na kinaligtaan natin.. wala na lahat ng yun. Without realizing na tayo mismo ang dahilan kung bakit ba sila nawala sa buhay natin.

Now.. you will fight back.. you will try to win them back.. pero huli na.. wala na sila.. san ka na tutungo ngayon? will you still fight for it.. or you will just accept your defeat.. will you hold on.. or will you let go..

Sabi-sabi sa Tabi-tabi ni Tutubi: Topic #1 HAPPINESS (by aekarghe)

1. YOU and only you is the only one responsible for your own happiness. Engage into things that you enjoy and love to do. Along the way, you will see your sense of worth and it will boost your self esteem.

2. Your happiness should not depend or rely on other person. Bakit? Kasi pag nwala yung taong yun.. wala na din yung kaligayahan mo.

3.  Happiness should come from within and should be radiated outside. Hindi bat mas masarap sa pakiramdam na nakakapagpasaya ka ng iba o nadadamay sila sa masayang aura at perspective mo sa buhay? 

4. Happiness is a choice. Minsan nagbubulagan tayo sa mga bagay na ''akala" natin.. nakakapagpasaya satin. Hindi natin namamalayan.. unti-unti na pala tayo nitong nilalamon papunta sa kadiliman ng lungkot at kawalang direksyon. May masaya bang nasasaktan? O masaya kang nasasaktan ka?

5. Have a positive outlook and attitude. Gumagaan ang kahit na anong mabigat na problema depende sa kung pano mo ito tatanggapin.

6. Smile at the world.. and the world will smile back at you. Isipin mo na kung ano ang ibinibigay mo.. yun din ang ibinabalik syo ng paligid mo.

7. Real happiness comes from God. Have a constant communication with Him. Wala syang trunkline at hindi din nagbi-busy ang linya ng langit. At higit sa lahat.. libre at unlimited pa. :)

God's Hands by aekarghe

It's really amazing how God's hand work on our lives. In the most unexpected ways He answers our prayers and show us what is the right thing to do. He never forsake and forget those who truly believes in Him. 

Sometimes, we got angry at Him because He seems to be deaf on our prayers. Sometimes he delays our requests or never answers at all. But His purposes and reasons are beyond what human can perceive. He knows the perfect timing and the perfect answer to our plea. He knows what is truly in our hearts and He gives His grace to those prayers uttered with humility, honesty and faith. 

Just this day, God worked in my life in the most amazing way. I thought that starting this day I will live my life miserably because of my imperfections and faults. I am a sinner blessed with the grace I never expected He will still give. He knows the truth and He let the truth shine so that we can now have a happy life. For four long years I prayed for this day to come. And when I'm on the state of giving up, of accepting my defeat, He answered my heart's desire in the most unexpected way. He gave me the most special gift I'd ever received in my entire existence. He did never forget me. He did never forsake me. 

Pagbubulay-bulay

I just realized..matagal na panahon ko pa lang kinulong ang sarili ko sa isang sitwasyon na pipigil sa akin para maging masaya..dahil akala ko.iyon ang makakapagpasaya sa kin..sabi ko nga...di ko alam kng in love pa din ako...o in love na lang ako sa idea ng love...

Minsan, kelangan na makaranas muna tayo ng masakit na sitwasyon bago natin marealize na kelangan na natin bumitaw sa isang bagay na patuloy lang na nagpapahirap sa atin..at minsan, tayo din ang gumagawa ng sitwasyon na ikalulungkot natin..dahil patuloy tayong kumakapit sa isang ideya na gawa-gawa lang natin...patuloy nating pinagkakasya ang sarili natin sa isang sitwasyon na hindi naman tayo magiging kumpletong masaya..pero pde naman pala tayo maging masaya kung matututunan lang natin tanggapin na minsan, may mga bagay na hindi talaga sa atin..gaano man natin ito kagustong manatili sa buhay natin..

Don't settle for anything less...what if you're just wasting your time with the wrong person..yan ang dalawang bagay na natutunan ko sa matagal na panahong pakikibaka ko sa larangan ng pag-ibig at ng realidad ng buhay...minsan, kailangan nating subukang kalagin ang tanikala na nagkulong sa tin sa mga bagay na patuloy lang nagpapahirap satin...minsan akala natin di natin makakaya..pero pag nagawa na natin dun natin mararamdaman yung kalayaan at kapanatagan na matagal na panahon nating ipinagkait sa sarili natin...

Ang tao, parang lapis..habang tinatasahan nagiging kapaki-pakinabang..nawawala man ang parte ng sarili natin ngunit nag-iiwan naman tayo ng marka sa bawat bagay na madaanan natin..minsan, hindi din masama magkamali..dahil dun tayo natututo at lumalago..meron namang pambura eh..binibigyan tayo ng pagkakataon na burahin ang mga bagay na nagawa nating mali at itama ito...at higit sa lahat, there's someone up there who is holding us..at Sya ang bahalang guguhit ng magagandang larawan sa pamamagitan natin...basta matutunan lang nating magtiwala sa Kanya ng buong-buo..walang labis at walang kulang.

Sa tamang panahon..lahat ng ninanais ng puso natin ay magkakaron ng kaganapan...at naniniwala ako..sa tamang panahon..sasaya din ako..sasaya din ako ulit... :)

'TIL THE NEXT LIFE

I don’t know if its just about the rain…or just about the difficult situations I’m having right now…or just because this should be our “Big Day”….but the bottom line…I miss you…I want to run to you..cry at your shoulders and tell what is wrong. I miss my best friend…I miss that special person who understands me when no one does. But I know I pushed you away…and will no longer come back.

Three years…it’s been three years since you said to me that you are happy when you are with me…and that I felt the same way with you. Since then we became the very best of friends, we shared each other’s hardships, sufferings, defeat, struggles and as well as our triumphs, accomplishments, achievements and joys. We are there during the ups and downs of our lives. You are my best friend and eventually…my lover..the partner whom I prayed for such a long time.

For those who really don’t understand what we’d been through would just say that we should just let each other go. Ironically, nobody does. Even I myself told you a lot of times that we should let each other go for reasons you all ready know. But you never told that same thing to me…in fact, what you are always saying is, “I don’t want to lose you.”

For three years, I fought for this love…I’ve waited for that day when you will finally tell those words that I longed to hear. But why is it that when it finally came, it still seems a dream…we can’t still be together. Is it really my fault? Or you just came late? Why it that our plans, our moves and actions do not always coincides? Is it fate? Or is it us?

I thought, I can stop my self from caring for you …I just need a matter time to think and reflect on everything we’d been through. The only difference now is that I’m not hoping anymore that we could have a happy ending…I am now contented with the though that once in my life..I had you. Those three years consumed so much of my strength and courage to continue this battle. I have so much of it. I felt like a defeated warrior left in the field. I don’t wanna fight anymore.

I’ll just cherish everything that we’ve had. If what I feel for you now isn’t love, I really don’t know what to call it. Just the old song…”what matters most”. Thanks for letting me hear those magic words…its better late than never.

If there’s such a thing as reincarnation, next life or what ever terminology relating to life after what we have right now…I just have one wish: that on that life…everything is rightfully made for us...and on that life it is US who will end up together.